Checker Tournament.

Our school is having a checker tournament, I really want to join, but none of my friends want to..*sigh*
I am actually REALLY really good at checkers. And I would be afraid to win, because if I do, I might be known as "the nerd of the school." Or something T-T But I think I would win.. And even if I bring it up to my friends, they start screaming and saying," WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU DO THAT!" And then it makes me feel like they don't care at what I'm actually good at, or what I'm interested in. -.- And it makes me feel like if I were to, then they would think of me as something, and I wouldn't be able to do it.
I really like checkers, and I think I would win. But..*sigh* I just don't know.
#Betrayed. Confused. Thinking. ^-^

Dear Iyana...

     I'm sorry I can't be there for you sometimes, and I'm sorry I am not always there for you. 
I may be taking this too far, like maybe your saying, "Ugh, I should have never said anything." But I'm so glad you did.
    What I want you to know is, I wasn't laughing. v-v It may have looked like I did, but when I heard that, I just thought,"What the...?" and I just stared at Krystyn. And when I went over to you, I was just trying to make you feel better, but that was just me being my stupid self and being immature I guess. -.- But, I'm sorry for making you feel that way because actually, I like... Look up to you in a way. I care about you, and how you feel. When you walked away from us, I was this close to coming after you, but right when you left Jeannette put her arm around me, "Wanna go eat?" and Aileen + Eric, "Wanna go eat?" It took every bit of me not to say, "How can you just sit there, without giving a care in the world about what just happened?!" T-T
     I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed someone... And another part of me decided you just wanted to be alone, since you say that often. I'm sorry I couldn't comfort you in your time of need, or when your alone, and I'm sorry for that.
    Even though you might say, "You didn't do anything." I felt like I crushed you. v_v

Well That was Fast :P

I finally have 5 followers! :D Thanks for viewing and following my blog :) Just yesterday I looked for about the hundredth time, 3 followers. But when I looked today my facial expression was literally: :O Haha.
#Thanks!! :D I will follow you back! ;)

Our Dad's Trees.

We have three trees now; a peach tree, pine tree, and a Kentucky black walnut tree. The first tree we got was the pine tree. But, the pine tree isn't just any old "pine tree" It's not just any old tree you see in your central park, with giant pine cones and branches to climb. My dad got it when it was as big as his thumb. Now, we have had it for 10 years and it is only 3 and a half feet tall. The reason for that is, we have had it in a big pot its whole life. From a sprout to a tree. My dad calls it his mom. He got the pine tree right after she died, and it instantly reminded him of her. :) We decorate the pine tree every year for Christmas, and for Halloween. Even some years, it is our Christmas tree. It touches the sky in our eyes. <3
Next we got the peach tree. We have had it for almost 5 years, and it is 10 feet tall. It grows kinda weird-ish too, and every year we always get deformed peaches, but they are the best peaches ever! My dad calls it his Dad, and his Dad always used to call my Dad's sister Peaches.
And now the walnut tree. My dad got it from his boss, who got it from his Dad. My dad's brother died last year from lung problems. And as you can already guess, the tree represents him. But unfortunately, we almost lost it because the soil wasn't fed right. We have only had it for about maybe two, or one, years and it is almost 4 feet. It hasn't grown very much since we got it, but now that we fertilized it, it has green buds that you see now! :D
These trees mean a lot to my dad, well my family, and even when my Dad was trying to mix the fertiizer with the dirt, whenever he would accidently cut a root he would say "Aw man, I'm sorry brother."
I love my Dad <3 <3 :'3

Yes........

Yes, I very much judged.
By the look on people's faces, yes, I can tell they are saying stuff about me when they look at me and laugh.
There are so many people who I can't talk to because, yes, they will wonder why in the world would I of all people be talking to them..
I am not "pretty" like everyone else, so people begin to judge.

#Not Fitting In. At All.

Todays Report.

Today was raining so. much. It seriously hasn't rained like that in like almost 2 years. 0_0
Anyway, as I think I've said before, I don't like wet clothing. Well, I will have some exceptions, but today, No.
I was soaked. And cold.
OH WELL, time to leave that behind :P
So now, my mom and me are cleaning/fixing/redesigning my room.Sadly though, I STILL have ti shar a room with my brother >.< I do not enjoy sharing a room. Not very much at all.
And today at school, I passed the push-up test! :'D On the second try, but still :3 I felt accomplished.
Mr. Mulligan gets angry with our class because of some "extremely rude people" And it's so Sad. v_v
Ms. Merrick was especially mad. >.>
Anyway, I'm going to go now.
#Annoyed. >.<

Myth.

It is just a myth that when people say
"You're going to get sick!" When you are outside, cold, or in the rain.
Even Dr. Oz said so. :|