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Thursday, April 19, 2012

Checker Tournament.

Our school is having a checker tournament, I really want to join, but none of my friends want to..*sigh*
I am actually REALLY really good at checkers. And I would be afraid to win, because if I do, I might be known as "the nerd of the school." Or something T-T But I think I would win.. And even if I bring it up to my friends, they start screaming and saying," WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU DO THAT!" And then it makes me feel like they don't care at what I'm actually good at, or what I'm interested in. -.- And it makes me feel like if I were to, then they would think of me as something, and I wouldn't be able to do it.
I really like checkers, and I think I would win. But..*sigh* I just don't know.
#Betrayed. Confused. Thinking. ^-^

Monday, April 16, 2012

Dear Iyana...

     I'm sorry I can't be there for you sometimes, and I'm sorry I am not always there for you. 
I may be taking this too far, like maybe your saying, "Ugh, I should have never said anything." But I'm so glad you did.
    What I want you to know is, I wasn't laughing. v-v It may have looked like I did, but when I heard that, I just thought,"What the...?" and I just stared at Krystyn. And when I went over to you, I was just trying to make you feel better, but that was just me being my stupid self and being immature I guess. -.- But, I'm sorry for making you feel that way because actually, I like... Look up to you in a way. I care about you, and how you feel. When you walked away from us, I was this close to coming after you, but right when you left Jeannette put her arm around me, "Wanna go eat?" and Aileen + Eric, "Wanna go eat?" It took every bit of me not to say, "How can you just sit there, without giving a care in the world about what just happened?!" T-T
     I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed someone... And another part of me decided you just wanted to be alone, since you say that often. I'm sorry I couldn't comfort you in your time of need, or when your alone, and I'm sorry for that.

    Even though you might say, "You didn't do anything." I felt like I crushed you. v_v

Well That was Fast :P

I finally have 5 followers! :D Thanks for viewing and following my blog :) Just yesterday I looked for about the hundredth time, 3 followers. But when I looked today my facial expression was literally: :O Haha.
#Thanks!! :D I will follow you back! ;)

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Our Dad's Trees.

We have three trees now; a peach tree, pine tree, and a Kentucky black walnut tree. The first tree we got was the pine tree. But, the pine tree isn't just any old "pine tree" It's not just any old tree you see in your central park, with giant pine cones and branches to climb. My dad got it when it was as big as his thumb. Now, we have had it for 10 years and it is only 3 and a half feet tall. The reason for that is, we have had it in a big pot its whole life. From a sprout to a tree. My dad calls it his mom. He got the pine tree right after she died, and it instantly reminded him of her. :) We decorate the pine tree every year for Christmas, and for Halloween. Even some years, it is our Christmas tree. It touches the sky in our eyes. <3
Next we got the peach tree. We have had it for almost 5 years, and it is 10 feet tall. It grows kinda weird-ish too, and every year we always get deformed peaches, but they are the best peaches ever! My dad calls it his Dad, and his Dad always used to call my Dad's sister Peaches.
And now the walnut tree. My dad got it from his boss, who got it from his Dad. My dad's brother died last year from lung problems. And as you can already guess, the tree represents him. But unfortunately, we almost lost it because the soil wasn't fed right. We have only had it for about maybe two, or one, years and it is almost 4 feet. It hasn't grown very much since we got it, but now that we fertilized it, it has green buds that you see now! :D
These trees mean a lot to my dad, well my family, and even when my Dad was trying to mix the fertiizer with the dirt, whenever he would accidently cut a root he would say "Aw man, I'm sorry brother."
I love my Dad <3 <3 :'3

Friday, April 13, 2012

Yes........

Yes, I very much judged.
By the look on people's faces, yes, I can tell they are saying stuff about me when they look at me and laugh.
There are so many people who I can't talk to because, yes, they will wonder why in the world would I of all people be talking to them..
I am not "pretty" like everyone else, so people begin to judge.

#Not Fitting In. At All.

Todays Report.

Today was raining so. much. It seriously hasn't rained like that in like almost 2 years. 0_0
Anyway, as I think I've said before, I don't like wet clothing. Well, I will have some exceptions, but today, No.
I was soaked. And cold.
OH WELL, time to leave that behind :P
So now, my mom and me are cleaning/fixing/redesigning my room.Sadly though, I STILL have ti shar a room with my brother >.< I do not enjoy sharing a room. Not very much at all.
And today at school, I passed the push-up test! :'D On the second try, but still :3 I felt accomplished.
Mr. Mulligan gets angry with our class because of some "extremely rude people" And it's so Sad. v_v
Ms. Merrick was especially mad. >.>
Anyway, I'm going to go now.
#Annoyed. >.<

Myth.

It is just a myth that when people say
"You're going to get sick!" When you are outside, cold, or in the rain.
Even Dr. Oz said so. :|

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Rain Day.! :D

Ahh...
It goes to show that it was a really pretty today (Lol xD) :3
Except I had some violent encounters with the rain and it's violent forces plummeting on me, haha.
But other than that.. Today was really nice :)
1st - I was really tired, I only got 4 hours of sleep last night -.-
2nd - Soo funny.! Me and Iyana always talk about our family stories and whatever else :)
3rd - Ehh, Nothing really eventful. He's not my favorite teacher anymore.. -.-
4th - I had to go to Mrs. Belen's office to go take a STAR practice test booklet thing ):<
5th - Homeroom was sooo boring >.< All we ever do is read.!! >:O
6th - Lunch at the endof the day~
7th - Went to the library to go turn in our overdue library books.. Iyana hit me with a book!!
8th - Mr. Hibbard kept us out in the rain. Like always. He acts like such a child :P
Well that was my day. Sorry I was really tired.. So I only have like one sentence things..
Oh and I'm going to take a shower later I feel damp still :3
#I'm gonna try to take a picture of the rainbow. <:D

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Yard Sale? I think YES!

I just remembered how me and Iyana didn't do the yard sale, well she said it was going to be this saturday I think! :D And I will not - I repeat - WILL. NOT. let anything, or anyone, jeopardize that.
Not this time.
ADSF - (Potato) "Not Today."
^^ Off topic again sorry xD
#Excited! :D

Comments.!!

O-EM-CHEESE!
Ok so as some of you know:
People weren't allowed to comment on my blog and I don't really know why. But! I think I found out!
What I think happened was: I was bored on my blog - happens often ^-^ - and I started clicking things to try to improve things, I went to the settings things - I'm cautious like that now ._. - and I put only members and it made this weird spark and BOOM!
So.! I started clicking things AGAIN today - I didn't go to school -.- - and I saw that and I was like OH OH OH and I changed it. :3 I'm not really sure if you can comment now but I think I fixed it
Try it out! v v v <-- arrows pointing down - fail haha xD

The Hunger Games...

I seriously don't get what is so fascinating about the Hunger Games. About every single person in school has seen it BUT me. -.- And no offense to ANYONE (Iyana) but it is kind of annoying me now. ._. I mean I have absolutely no idea how to relate to "Oh 'Peeta' is so awesome!" Or "No, I'm on Team Gale all the way!" I don't really MIND when people talk about it like that in front of me but sometimes when I'm completely left out of the conversation and they start screaming so that they can be heard over everyone else's comment and inputs, that I feel like going somewhere else and punching a wall or something, because seriously, I feel like I'm lame and whatever else. -__-**
@Iyana: And no that doesn't mean I'm "mad" or that you need to stop talking about it just because I don't like it. Everyone just seems to REALLY enjoy and praise that book series and movie, and I can't. And I don't hate it either so you can go ahead and talk about it, it's just that I might not talk because I don't know how to relate to anything that you guys are talking about. So, if I decide not to talk then don't assume I'm mad or sad about anything...Ok? Because I'm not.
But I do get peeved off when people - Adriana, Maria, & Eric - start screaming at the top of their lungs to be heard over one another. -_-

100 PageViewers!! :O

I have 100 page viewers!! Not compared to Iyana she has over 1000 0_0...

So anyway, thanks everyone for viewing my blog.! I know my blog isn't anything special but...
Follow! And while your at it check out Iyana's blog iyana-daisy.blogspot.com <--- Awesome blog ;)
I am going to try to have more things to post anyway so..
Thanks for viewing! :)

Monday, April 9, 2012

Pretty, No?

If i'm not pretty what am I? Because I KNOW I'm not pretty and Iyana insists that I am -.-
But I agree to disagree, ugly I am.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Pictures for covers on Facebook that SPEAK TO ME :O v_v

#Don't we all....? </3

<_< It kinda sucks when the bestfriend doesn't think the same way tho v_v

#Real Talk.

Person this reminds me of when she says this: Iyana D:>

T.R.F.W 4ever <3 ^_^ :'D

What I Imagine People Say About Me
 -"Ugly, stupid, nerd, loner, weird, annoying, UGLY AS-oh wait, I already said that didn't I?" 
- Thought so. Like I said before: Can't Deny The Truth Can I Anymore? -.-






Ok!! So there was a lot - A LOT - more, but it's 2 o'clock in the morning and I has to go to bed now.
Post more tomorrow, if you wanna check it out yourselves go to http://www.firstcovers.com
Awesome website :3 Hope you like :D
#Keep posted! <3

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Iyana!! >:O

You didn't take me to mulligans!!! >:O *crosses arms*
FINE I WONT TAKE YOU TO MAGICAL RAINBOW LAND WHERE UNICORNS EAT SUNFLOWERS AND COTTON CANDY AND PUT SOCKS ON THERE HANDS AND DANCE.!!
>:O TOO BAD FOR YOU! THAT'S YOUR LOSS! >:O

Friday, April 6, 2012

Iyana.!!

I feel really bad because I think I made my friend Iyana (iyana-daisy17.blogspot.com) really sad Dx
To Iyana:
I'm soooo sorry!! D'x I don't want you to think that I think those things of you anymore - I take back everything I said and I'm sorry too!! I feel really bad..
And thanks for the bubbles <:3 Sorry I took it the wrong way the first time. I'm mean, and a bad person.
#Forgive Meee.!! D'x
##Memories ='D <3 <3

Attention Seekers -.-

People like that can get on my nerves - Attention Seekers.
But I guess you just learn to ignore them sometimes right.?
#Sure, Why Not.?

Thursday, April 5, 2012

It doesn't just "work" like that.

You always say you are, or you going to, but do you ever.? I don't think so.
And just because they do that doesn't mean it affects you at all.
That's my problem.
And boy, does it really suck.
#Can't Deny The Truth I Guess. -.-

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

:D

Yay.!!
I told my mom if I could dye my hair and she said "How," and then I was like "All more blonde-ish but then like my bangs and under brown" and she said "ok." and I said "what do you mean - 'ok'" and she said "Ok. we will see." and i was soooo happy!!
And then I asked her if it could be before promotion and stuff and she said "Ok," and I told her I would want it professionally done so that in case she doesn't know how then she won't mess up.
But then I told her that Iyana (iyana-daisy17.blogspot.com) her mom bought her this dress that is really pretty and it's white and it has this rose on the front and her mom found a tailor that can put straps on it and make it really pretty :3 and then my mom said
":o v.v what are we going to get you D:" and i was just thinking
I know what that means ^_^ D: Dx UGHHH
That means I'm probably not going to be getting a really pretty dress unlike everyone else at my school who will  be all dressed up and pretty for promotion because it is such an eventful event that you just can't miss and it means a lot, BUT I'm probably going to be the stupidest girl there because I won't be decent like all the other people who have everything and look really nice *SIGH*
v_v I hope I can.. but my mom never can really do those things because well... reasons. I would say but it's kinda---Idk how to put it.. ask me later :\
#Mixed emotions - Sad, Happy, Annoyed

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

I've been thinking..

Hair - I've had my ol' hair style nowadays.. Every time I go to get a hair cut or something (rarely -.-) I can't think of anything that I would want to do with my hair because I don't know WHAT THERE IS. And also, I never have time to think about what I want because they give my straight up, death threatening sentence that puts you right on the spot.
"What do you want."
And then I'm over here thinking:
*Huma-Nuh-Huma-Nuh-Huma-Nuh*
"Uhmm, Uhh,,"
And then I just want to be like:
"YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN HOLD ON."
But nah.
And there's never anyone there that I can turn around to and be like:
"Do you have any suggestions.?"
Never. -.-
So every time I go to get my haircut I say the same thing
"Layers with bangs that are to the side."
And then they play all stupid and say
"OH. You mean like THIS????"
And I just wanna spin in the chair and be like:
"NO. I MEAN LIKE THIS *picks up hair and holds it straight up* Of course I mean like that why wouldn't it be?!"
But nah. 
And then when they are done, she ends up doing it the wrong way -___-
ANYWAY, the point is...
I need hair suggestions that I could do so I don't look the same way every single day <:] 
Anything would help (not that I have that many followers but..) Comment anything you know and I will be happy to know your ideas :D

Monday, April 2, 2012

Iyana.!!✿◕‿◕✿ ❀◕‿◕❀ ❁◕‿◕❁ ✾◕‿◕✾

Yay my bestie friend buddy got the computer back.!! :D but I think I was apart of getting her phone taken away still.. We still haven't done the yard sale but we are doing it this weekend YEAH.!!

Sunday, April 1, 2012


OneRepublic<3

Camping.

So, I went camping for 3 days with my friend Aileen and it was quite the camping trip. ;)
I was a foot away from a rattlesnake (didn't see it) - Scaryy. O_o
I swear I almost got hypothermia from the lake that water was cold.!! :o - Ehh ._.
Went quad/dirt bike riding (I didn't ride the dirt bike - quad) - AWESOMENESS <3 :D
Went fishing,, but the fishing pole I tried to use was "broken" ^_^ - Mann.. 
It was windy and raining so we had to go home all early - Our weather has mood swings :\
#I Had Fun :P Might go again in the summer :D
✿◕‿◕✿  ❀◕‿◕❀    ❁◕‿◕❁    ✾◕‿◕✾

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Soo,, I Hate Raffles.

Me and my friend Aileen, went to our school raffle..
And I put 2 tickety things into that dumb bowl thing and when they got to that thing i didn't win..
LIKE ALWAYS.. ^_^
And it turns out that my friend Iyana put 1 ticket into the same bowly-thing and she didn't win either :P
And Mann..if she did the whole time we were waiting I said I Would Have Killed Her.. xD
Aha.!! But anyways,
I dislike raffles because I never win because people RIG those thing I swear.!! :o

Monday, March 26, 2012

Why Can't I..?

Everyone else is..

I wish I could but now matter how hard I try..

I still can't..

And it makes me wonder...

Why can't I..?

Oh wait, I remember..

--It's Not Possible--

v_v ..For me anyways -_-

Sunday, March 25, 2012






I love my puppy so freaking much >:D

I've come to a realization that..

I..
Need..
A..
CAMERA -.-*

#Grr.!!

Six Flags-Magic Mountain Of Awesomeness.!!!

My school is going for an "end-of-the-year" field trip to Six-Flags Magic Mountain and that means all of my friends and me are going to an amusement park :3 And the fun part is: Me and Iyana have never been on a rollercoaster, So we get to expirience together :3

#I'm So Excited.!! :D

Heyy.!! :D

Sorry I haven't been posting in a long time.. >~< I guess I've just been "busy" lately..(doing nothing.?)
Anyway,, I was soooo Mad on Friday..(or was it Saturday..?_?)
Me and Iyana (www.iyana-daisy17.blogspot.com) didn't do the yard sale because of my friend told me "Oh it won't take THAT long." and so I went with her somewhere and while her mom was in the place, me and my friend were in the car listening to music..
Then, when her mom was done we went in and came back to the car and the freaking battery died.. Like, Really.? Of all things -.-..
So that COMPLETELY ruined me for the weekend --__--** (ugh)
And Iyana was.. "upset" with me for the night so it just kept adding up. >.<*

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Tomorrow..?

I really hope me and my friends can actually have a fun day tomorrow..Today kinda sucked.. And I was mad today and all my friends didn't talk to me. We tend to do that when one of us is mad, because we think that they just need their "Alone Time." ^_^ Anyway..
#HopingForTheBestTomorrow... <:)

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Evanescence :3

Ahh She Has Such An Amazing Voice <3 I've Listened To Her For Sooo Longg <3

Kelly Clarkson

I've been listening to her a lot more.. She's amazing ^_^ :3 <3
~Today~
Om-Cheese.!! Today was so amazing.!! Except for the "at the end of school part" - #Scared :S
But AFTER we finished our journey to Mcds,, It was so funny and we saw a teacher there and he whispered something we didn't quite hear but...?
Then we went to the park and we were pretending to do pinball on the slide when Eric would roll a golf ball up (i had NO IDEA why he was throwing it so hard.!! 0_0)
Anyway, when we got up to let a girl go down the slide, after the girl went down, he came and we weren't there to block it so it was flying up and out of the slide and almost hit her..
She got mad..Really mad...=S And then Iyana got mad because the little girl taunted her x)
Then (after Eric left) Iyana's sisters came (they are so adorable :3) and we played with this violent little girl named "Kaitlyn" and she was sooooooo--- Nevermind o_O Haha.. A lot more but.. I'm lazy right now haha ;) I loved today <3 

Blahh,,

I Need A Camera >.<

Me && iyana

Me and my sisdurr.!!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Spring Has Sprung.!! :D


Happy Spring Everyone.!! :D And Goodbye Winter <:|











Soo,,

I know I'm new and stuff,, But I have had a blog before. I just forgot everything it's about.. (Been a longg timee..) Haha :)